Loving Endlessly

each time i return home, she would always be there at the door welcoming me. she would be pouncing, wagging her tail, revealing her belly and waiting for a good tummy rub. not a single day has she not given me the best welcome-home-mummy kisses. not even in the days when she is sick.

she may have a bit of an attitude, just like how she got annoyed with my boyfriend constantly requesting for tricks before she gets her treats but she never fails to cheer up with the littliest things that we can offer her after that.

you know, i've never regretted bringing her home with my first pay cheque.

n.e.v.e.r

Sunday's Commotion

... on sunday, while i was having dinner with wormmie and his parents, i received a call from a familiar yet unknown number.

'hello, did you bring the dog out?'

it was my mother, i recognise her voice.

'no?'

'did you know she went missing? she most probably followed you when you went out.'

'har?! no what, i came out alone.'

'i asked the uncle (my neighbour) to help me find her. luckily he found her downstairs.'

'ooh.'

when my mother asked me if i brought her out with me, i knew something wasn't right. i was getting scared, i cannot lose her. but of course, i'm very thankful that she's been found.

i gave her a small beating for running out of the house when i got home but of course, my heart ached so much that i had to just immediately return her with kisses.

sweet girl, don't you dare go anywhere else, ya? mummy cannot be without you. ):

Unseparated...

... i remember that morning when gigi just couldn't find a spot to sleep in. she scratched on my door as usual that morning, went up to my sister's bed and jumped up onto mine. she struggled her way up across my stray limbs to where my pillow was rested next to me. she loved that spot and i like it when she settles herself there because it gives me an opportunity to hear her heart beat again.

but she moved, and shifted herself to the edge of my bed.

and shifted again.

and again.

and again.

she was going up and down my bed, on and off the floor.

and when she finally quietened down for a little longer on the floor, i thought she's found the good spot.

she started whining, and before i knew it, she threw up. ):

i would have cursed and swear, for i've had already wasted a good 30 minutes while she walked about on my bed to find a spot to sleep in but when i saw her threw up, i just knew i had to forgive her.

sorry sweetheart, mummy haven't spent good time with you.

Hearing You Breathe...

... i wrapped my arms around her as she cuddled up beside me quietly. i rested my head gently beside her and there she was, breathing right beside my ear. i was there, as she inhaled and exhaled for the next 5 minutes. i didn't want to go away, i just wanted to stay there another minute longer so that i'd remember how it feels like to have her breathing into my ear.

it was a bliss, just to have her sleeping so soundly beside me.

and i'm afraid of losing her, so i wanted to make sure i'd remember everything about her.




always remember, baby, never to leave mummy behind.

never.

Gigi...

... at her grooming place, looking as if i've just sold her away. silly baby.

A New Friend...

... so, gigi has a new friend; a jack russell puppy by the name of lucas.

no peek-tures of lucas yet because i've only seen him once.





and well, gigi hasn't got a chance to meet him yet. one day!

Come To Think Of It..

... she has been with me for 2 years already.

wao, time flies.

sorry! i haven't been exactly free to maintain every journals that i have.

but anyway, i brought furkid along when we stayed over at a country club during the weekend for my boyfriend's 21st birthday bash. she still seems a little exhausted but she's recovering well, la. she sure was the attention of the whole crowd.

ya, la, i know she's damn adorable! HAHAHAHA.

and she still seems to love yoghurt a lot why, ah?

Grooming, Baby!

... gigi started shivering upon arrival at the grooming centre and clinged onto my arm so tightly, she probably was trying to rip my arm apart! hur, that silly furball must have thought i was going to sell her away or something, she kept whining and whimping each time i went out of sight. and because i could not bear to leave her alone, i lingered at the centre for a good hour and a half before i could not take it any longer and headed straight for home first. but of course, i returned back there in about another hour and waited till she was ready to go home.

oh yes, this is random, but i bought her a bloster too. i know, like so cute right?! she does not really like it though, i think i will have to try to make her like it since i have the intention to bring it to the chalet too, so that she will have something familiar to be with. (;

Pampered Brat...

... this pampered girl decided to sleep with me again, now that my room's air-conditioner has been fixed.

see la! pamper somemore la! roar!

HAHAHAHAHA.

It's My Birthday, It's My Birthday...

... i don't know, but mummy just wouldn't stop singing the birthday song to me and she keeps telling me that it's my birthday today.

but what's a birthday?

then mummy just keeps grabbing me for kisses. she says it's my birthday present.

erm...

then suddenly, she looked at me with teary eyes and say, "to everyone else out there in the world, you might just be a canine, but to me and everyone at home here, you are family."

anyhoos, the song went,

"happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to gigi,
happy birthday to you."

like that, very nice meh?

-

yesterday, i was watching the 10pm hongkong drama on the television. they were screening how german sheperd, da bao, watchdog of retired policeman, became listless out of a sudden. one random day, da bao suddenly went missing and someone in the show suggested that he might know that his time is almost up and might have gone to where he wants to go most.

then as per expected, da bao was found on his way up to some hill, where it's said that the gloriest policemen are all buried. the retired policeman caught up with da bao, stood at attention and said something along the line of, "you're the best watchdog ever." thereafter, they strolled up the hill.

shortly after, da bao crossed the rainbow bridge. it was heartwrenching, seeing a canine lying in a casket and how the retired policeman pushed the button to activate the furnace.

i cried sooo much because i cannot imagine the pain.

CHOY.

it's gigi's birthday today. i shouldn't say something like this.

New Booties

her new booties, for her birthday present.

yes, she's still trying to get used to it. (;

Yummers Yummers...

... yesterday, i bought isomail advance 2 milk powder (lactose-free) and marigold yogurt for the brat.

seems like she likes the yogurt a lot. hurhur!

... her birthday is coming up soon and i'm thinking of whipping up something for her dinner tonight. how does meat patty sound? hmm.

anyway, i'm attending a picnic with my girlfriends this weekend, i'm contemplating on whether or not gigi gets to tag along because there's a slight problem with transportation, since i'm not too sure if her daddy is going to be at the picnic too.

but then again, even if she gets to come along, i've got a couple of girlfriends who are scared of dogs.

how ah?

i want to bring her out but there's so many factors to consider! headache ah!

I Went Gai-Gai In A Shopping Mall

... mummy brought me to sim lim square yesterday because she wanted to buy her camera. we went there in a taxi and i know mummy was very happy with me because i kept very quiet throughout the entire journey.

mummy kept kissing me, eh.

then she smuggled me into sim lim square in a big bag and walked around. i attracted quite a lot of attention especially from mummy's working neighbours. they said i'm cute eh. (:


i don't know how long she walked, but i was feeling so sleepy that i fell asleep every now and then when she stopped. mummy was being irritating, she kept waking me up by tickling my ears. AND I HATE IT, LOR!

those who saw me said i'm very quiet but they didn't know it's because i was very tired. anyway, it's not the first time i go shopping. my granny always bring me go gai-gai, mummy always say she's very busy. ):

then when we were on our way home, i fell asleep on mummy's lap.

shiok, eh, because mummy's lap is very fat!

then i didn't want to go home because i didn't walk much but mummy promised me that she will bring me downstairs for a walk after she's done with the camera.

but...

she never bring me out, eh!

-

PS. i didn't bring her out eventually because i thought my new camera's battery wil come charged and i thought i could let gigi be my first snapped subject since i wanted to discharge the battery before the initial battery charge. little did i know the battery came empty. so i ended up having to fiddle with a camera without a battery. anyway, gigi stumbled onto my bed and fell asleep before i even start to set up the new camera. ha!

sunday, la, okay? because her daddy will be passing out of tekong tomorrow and we will be free on sunday. i hope to bring her to pasir ris pet farm and do a photoshoot of her. then again, we've got to see the weather, it's been raining almost everyday. ):

Her 2nd Birthday...

... okay, i've got slightly lesser than a month to plan for her second birthday. and it has to fall on a weekday, which means i'm going to probably just bring her out for a good walk on the sunday just before her birthday. (:

you know, like bring her to the beach and swim or something?

shirley, bring apple out eh!

... here's pictures of that rascal.

nothing much of late, except that we've brought her for a good shave and she looks really cute now. (:

okay, mummy has been busy with work and gigi has been busy with hanging out.

good life, ah!

New Hairdo...

.... my mother brought her to serangoon gardens to shave down about two days back. i have got her pictures but it is uploaded onto my laptop at home and i am at work now, which means, there is no pictures now.

next time okay?

and gigi, daddy is coming back soon! (;

I LOVE YOUUUU!

i love the way you wag your tail at me when i come home. i love it when you cuddle up with me on bed when the lights go off.

you're so important to me, i cannot imagine what's going to be like when we separate.

but meantime,

I LOVE YOU LAAA! <3

tonight mummy will cook for you again okay?!

I Think It Was Last Sunday...

... wormmie brought along his radio controlled car to meet me and we spent probably an hour or so at my block's void-deck.

and of course, i took the opportunity to take gigi out for a breather.

that silly girl was barking away ferociously as wormmie raced but when he 'drove' the car towards her, she backed.

act fierce somemore, la!

Have You Been Thinking Of Me?

... i have not seen you for a couple of days now, have you been thinking of me like you have always been in my mind all these while?

i am so sorry i cannot bring you over to daddy's place to stayover with mummy. like mummy has been telling you, daddy has been very busy with his additional programmes but he is making so much effort to spend time with mummy because we don't have much time left with each other so, gigi, you must understand, okay?

mummy is now working for daddy's parents, tending the shop alone until daddy comes back from his programmes. mummy may have been very exhausted but i never once did forget about you.

mummy was so happy when you greeted me at the door, even more hyper than you have always been because in my eyes, it makes me realised that you have never forgotten about me also.

so baby, just always remember that mummy loves you.

all the time.

and daddy loves you too, because he sent me home today so that we can spend time together.




BUT WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING UNDER THE SOFA NOW?!

hurhur.

Last Saturday...

... last saturday, i brought her to charlene's place to meet her shih tzu, happy.

wah, i tell you, happy really wasn't very happy.

he was growling and barking so badly that charlene and her sisters had to keep him in the pen. and when i told them that they should just grab his mouth and flick it hard, nobody dared.

because he bites.

oookkkaaayyy.

and he bit kexin when she wanted to sayang him.

charlene, like that how?

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

After Soooooo Long...

... i know, i know! i've been bumming around and spending soooo much time at home with gigi but i just cannot find a bit of time to update her journal.

kill me, la! hurhur.

but before you really decide to kill me, think twice! because nobody's going to love gigi more than i do. i believe you wouldn't want such an adorable baby to be motherless, hor?

but you see, hor, i'm here to update already, lei. i'm repenting! ):

anyway, the picture on the left is what she has been eating lately - finely shredded cabbage, minced beef, egg and rice all stir-fried together. today's dinner is a bit more special though, she gets chicken in her food bowl also but that's only because she didn't finish her brunch that my mother prepared. it's not entirely her fault, la, my mother knew very well that gigi is bored of boiled chicken but she still 'kay kiang' and gave her several pieces of boiled chicken. of course, gigi only gave them a few sniffs and walked away, which explains the additional chicken in her dinner bowl today. don't waste food, okay!

oh, i know the picture looks really very disgusting but she loves what i've been giving her. it's either the cabbage or the fragrance from the food but she can whip it all up in lesser than ten minutes. like really, lor, got so nice, ah? she gets all excited and jumpy when she sees me cutting up the cabbage and wouldn't stop whining until she sees her food all ready to be served in her bowl. after cooling, of course, hur. and it's like the first couple of times she's eating vegetables. she NEVER fancies vegetables, she wouldn't even sniff, hor! i was staring into her food bowl when i first realised she polised off everything.

you know, like 0_0!

two or three days ago, i gave her another serving during tea-time because i was afraid she was hungry and she just ate non-stop. everything was gone in lesser than five minutes, just before my eyes!

roar!

but i'm happy, la, that she's eating better.

because sometimes she really just wouldn't give a damn about what you give her because what she wants is what you are eating.

NAUGHTY, RIGHT?!

you eat biscuit, she want.

you eat porridge, she want.

you eat rice, she want.

you drink milo, she also want!

what's even worst is, when she sees you eating something really very delicious (like chicken wings), she starts pawing you all over, whining and acting cute until you cannot take it but give in to her.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i brought her out for a quick evening walk yesterday and i realised that she remembers which first floor unit has her friend, peanut, a male maltese dog two blocks away from mine. when we were walking towards that unit, she started getting all excited and practically pulled me with all her might to the doorstep.

only to be faced with a closed door.

and no dog.

HAHHAHAHAHAHA! eh, but i'm amazed, okay, that she remembers such things!

she's currently out with my brother now, who's probably using her to attract girls and would be back soon.

her dinner is all ready for her to savour when she comes back.

hurhur.

MUMMY LOVES YOU, GIGI!