it still feels like yesterday when i first brought you home. it was may 24th's late in the night and i could read the sore in michelle's eyes even though you've only been with her for barely two weeks. she must have loved you at lot, but you naughty rascal had to constantly bully your big sister. then again, i guess it's destiny for you to come into my life.
and i thank you for that 'cause you've made many lives different.
it has been nearly six months and i have been watching you grow every single day. from the day i taught you to shake hands, to sit, to high five, to lie down, to roll over and to play bang. i remember every single detail.
and now you've already started menstruating, it's yet another chapter.
mummy apologises for the times when i couldn't bring you out for a walk.
mummy apologises for the times when i hit you too hard.
mummy apologises for the times when i couldn't be bothered to play with you.
mummy apologises for the times when you'd wait eagerly on my bed for me to come home, only to realise i'd be home only in the morning.
mummy apologises for the times when... i don't know, when i think i don't love you enough?
but my dear baby, mummy loves you. so does daddy.
and everyone else.
mummy apologises for the times when i hit you too hard.
mummy apologises for the times when i couldn't be bothered to play with you.
mummy apologises for the times when you'd wait eagerly on my bed for me to come home, only to realise i'd be home only in the morning.
mummy apologises for the times when... i don't know, when i think i don't love you enough?
but my dear baby, mummy loves you. so does daddy.
and everyone else.
