Happy 3rd Birthday!

today, i turn 3. mom's promised to get me goodies tonight. yay!

sometimes i'd pray that i can turn back time, so i can actually take more pictures of you.

ahhh, i sure miss your puppyhood, darling! (:

i hope you like the CNY's new dress that i bought. mummy will bring you go bai nian okay?

Loving Endlessly

each time i return home, she would always be there at the door welcoming me. she would be pouncing, wagging her tail, revealing her belly and waiting for a good tummy rub. not a single day has she not given me the best welcome-home-mummy kisses. not even in the days when she is sick.

she may have a bit of an attitude, just like how she got annoyed with my boyfriend constantly requesting for tricks before she gets her treats but she never fails to cheer up with the littliest things that we can offer her after that.

you know, i've never regretted bringing her home with my first pay cheque.

n.e.v.e.r

Sunday's Commotion

... on sunday, while i was having dinner with wormmie and his parents, i received a call from a familiar yet unknown number.

'hello, did you bring the dog out?'

it was my mother, i recognise her voice.

'no?'

'did you know she went missing? she most probably followed you when you went out.'

'har?! no what, i came out alone.'

'i asked the uncle (my neighbour) to help me find her. luckily he found her downstairs.'

'ooh.'

when my mother asked me if i brought her out with me, i knew something wasn't right. i was getting scared, i cannot lose her. but of course, i'm very thankful that she's been found.

i gave her a small beating for running out of the house when i got home but of course, my heart ached so much that i had to just immediately return her with kisses.

sweet girl, don't you dare go anywhere else, ya? mummy cannot be without you. ):

Unseparated...

... i remember that morning when gigi just couldn't find a spot to sleep in. she scratched on my door as usual that morning, went up to my sister's bed and jumped up onto mine. she struggled her way up across my stray limbs to where my pillow was rested next to me. she loved that spot and i like it when she settles herself there because it gives me an opportunity to hear her heart beat again.

but she moved, and shifted herself to the edge of my bed.

and shifted again.

and again.

and again.

she was going up and down my bed, on and off the floor.

and when she finally quietened down for a little longer on the floor, i thought she's found the good spot.

she started whining, and before i knew it, she threw up. ):

i would have cursed and swear, for i've had already wasted a good 30 minutes while she walked about on my bed to find a spot to sleep in but when i saw her threw up, i just knew i had to forgive her.

sorry sweetheart, mummy haven't spent good time with you.

Hearing You Breathe...

... i wrapped my arms around her as she cuddled up beside me quietly. i rested my head gently beside her and there she was, breathing right beside my ear. i was there, as she inhaled and exhaled for the next 5 minutes. i didn't want to go away, i just wanted to stay there another minute longer so that i'd remember how it feels like to have her breathing into my ear.

it was a bliss, just to have her sleeping so soundly beside me.

and i'm afraid of losing her, so i wanted to make sure i'd remember everything about her.




always remember, baby, never to leave mummy behind.

never.

Gigi...

... at her grooming place, looking as if i've just sold her away. silly baby.